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Everything is dark, everything surrounding me, as far as I can perceive. Nothing is to be seen, felt, touched, smelt, heard or tasted in this darkness. My senses have defeated me; they cannot even tell me my own presence. Yet there is a sense beyond these five senses that is telling me the presence of this darkness. It tells me of darkness with never ending boundaries; which is darker than dark, blacker than black. This darkness does not make me worry; it does not torment me, neither does it give me a sense of pleasure or happiness, it does nothing but just be present all around me. I feel no pain, irritation, pleasure, worry or tension; I feel nothing, no emotion at all.

As few moments pass by, I sense the presence of a light in front of me. The light is brighter than any light I have ever seen or felt, it is brighter than sunlight when looked directly into and yet I am looking directly into it with no pain. Instead I feel comforted by it. I have never felt more happy or loved. The light has an unparalleled beauty, nothing in this world can compare to the beauty of this light. And the presence of this unparalleled beauty comforts me, gives me a sense of unconditional love and extreme happiness.

As I enjoy in the bliss that the light showers on me, I sense that the light is telling me something. I do not hear anything or see any motions trying to tell me something. I just know that the light is calling me. As I go closer I feel like a river flowing towards the ocean; but the light tells me that it is not time yet. In a timeless moment I relive my entire life; I experience the same emotions again, the same events again. And as the recapturing of my life finishes, I have the most exhilarating experience, I see myself flying. Suddenly I begin to lose all senses; I try to resist, but then the light tells me that it is ok, that my purpose is yet not served and I have to be somewhere. Slowly I begin to lose sight of the light; it starts to become dimmer and dimmer and dimmer ….

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